Most girls will understand when we say `M’ ah, especially when you ask `why are you so tired’ or `why are you so grumpy’
M or also known as AV (aunty visit NOT the japanese AV) or Red Flag day…whatever you call it, it’s just another term for us girls to tell each other that the
embarrassing time is here.
normal average girl usually have their Aunty come and visit them every 28-30 days. Well, I’m not average. Nor am I normal. Aunty seems to dislike me. Aunty only likes to visit me every now and then. Most of the time 1.5-2months. Don’t ask why. No one really knows. Even those in white coats with scribbly writing don’t know. And when their hugea** brain which is filled with all sort of knowledge doesn’t give them a proper scientific answer, they tell me it’s stress.
So Aunty doesn’t like stress. Aunty must be a stressful aunty too, cos if Aunty is happy, then Aunty will be like visiting me all the time to take the stress out of me. So the more Aunty don’t visit, the more stress I become and as a result, the more Aunty wont visit me😦
The thing is, I don’t really feel stress STRESS. I mean, of course every now and then we feel like stranggling
ourselves someone and pull out our their hair. To me, stress comes and go, and it is alwiz just for a moment, an hour, a day, or maybe a week. But Aunty wont visit me for months!! Like this time, Aunty neglected me for about 4months. 4months weh!!! can you imagine how stressED I was? But I didn’t feel the stress. I was still happy. Occasionally when I’m alone, walking down a busy road, my mind is buzzing with thoughts. But hell stress? hell no!
But one thing I discovered this morning, stress is very sneaky. It creeps into your mind & heart without you knowing. So subconsciously, I was pretty stress. Wanna know HOW i found out?
The answer is : this morning Aunty finally realise Im less stressed and come and visit me. But why am I less stressed? Cos yesterday night, I finally put my feet down and made THE decision for A SINGLE, ONE WAY journey. geddit?geddit?😀
Although I am still waiting for a confirmation email, but I guess the heavy burden on my shoulder and heart has been lifted up tremendously. And my dear Aunty definitely sensed it too :p
So, for whoever that thinks that stress is not related to your Aunty’s visit, you are wrong. If anyone out there who thinks that you are not stressed, you are wrong too. Everyone is stressed in many different ways. Just that you don’t know it, like me.
And finally, for whoever who thinks that I’ve been way too emotional for the past or 3months, I apologise. You NORMAL girls have 2weeks of PMS, i have 2months of PMS ok? So bear with me next time. teeeheee😀