gibberish rant

im so fedup with this transition state! half wished that i never made this decision…and half wished that i can just let go of all my things and fly back with just 1 suitcase…or even better- no suitcase!!! so irritating trying to distinguish what is useful and what’s not….of course i want everything, if not, [...]

just when you thought…

just when you thought this would be the best trip ever, it turns out to be your worst nightmare just when you thought you had everything planned out, the worst disaster comes around just when you thought you know the person inside out, she surprises you with the worst thing ever just when you thought [...]

4. traveled to prague

fulfilled my 3 years dream of going to prague but travelling there was a nightmare… we practically spent about 12hours to get there from Birmingham and I have to add on another 2 hours cos i went to Birmingham from Liverpool. It could have been better, but due to travelling wif someone that i barely [...]

8. moved home 3 times but only stayed in 2

I moved out from a flat in April this year cos the cost was too high to bear…this is the flat that sinchek and my sister stayed wif me. I rented the whole flat hoping that one of them (or both) will stay on in Liverpool. As they moved back to KL, i couldnt bear [...]

10. promotion in work

And so i finally got my promotion, from band 2 to band 3. Let me just explain the system in UK (or at least in my company). We are divided to work level 1 -work level 5. Kuchi rats like us are all in WL1…and in WL 1 there is band 1-5. Typically, a fresh science [...]

luck oh luck, where art thou?

great! something tat i have been looking forward for months might not happen now. stupid me having fever at this time…2 days before i fly!! and im supposed to fly tomorrow and fever is still not goin and im forced to be in work. well, noone force me but myself now, if tomorrow my body [...]

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why? whY?? WHYYYY??

why is it always like that? why are YOU always like that? why do YOU like to mess  with me? why do YOU like to play a fool on me? why do YOU linger around like you are part of me? I have nothing to do with YOU. LEAVE ME ALONE!!! …………………………. ……………………. ……………….. ……………. [...]

La la La la la

havent got any idea what to talk about lately. And havent been making anymore desserts lately i keep thinking how i came about with the name LALALAND…i think it’s because of my ol skoolmate, who used to go around singing `La la La la la’ (from Daria-the cartoon) so i keep having this tune in [...]

last post before i die

i’m dying soon. reason of dying: heat stroke honestly….it is suPEr DuPER HOT!!! I KNOW!!! I’m a malaysian…i come from a 365-days hot country…but still….it’s hot!! in liverpool!! it is never hot in liverpool!! u get sunny days…but u still get the cold wind. for the past few days…there’s little wind. even if there is, [...]