many years ago, i remember a friend telling me ` the reason why u are so pessimistic is because u do not have God’s love in u’ i never truly understood what she meant until i came to uk about 6 years ago. going to church, bible study realised that only God can change me. [...]

just when you thought…

just when you thought this would be the best trip ever, it turns out to be your worst nightmare just when you thought you had everything planned out, the worst disaster comes around just when you thought you know the person inside out, she surprises you with the worst thing ever just when you thought [...]

unworthy feeling

Pastor J emailed a week earlier asking me and some youth to take part in Merseyside Radio broadcast. the youth are to sing a song or something and i am to give a short testimony (2mins).  Although it’s only 2 mins, but i feel uneasy about broadcasting my testimony. i feel unworthy to share my [...]

recipe of life

looking at sam’s blog `recipe of life’, i have this urge to write about my version of recipe-of-life this life that im talking about is a life that is in Christ but yet living in this materialistic, back-stabbing, filled-with-gossips world ahh…ppl must be thinking…why is kohyee always so dramatic and emo?! im not! it’s the [...]

changes

i hate changes.im a person who is open to trying new things, going for an adventure or even moving to another country and work.but somehow, i have a really bad feeling this time. first, my manager is no longer my manager. second, my ex manager is my new manager.when i first started this job, my [...]

digging through the tangled wires in the brain

5 days!! i have only 5 days left to prepare for my sharing. am i not prepared?shouldn’t i have prepared my sharing long long time ago? the answer is yes and YES! i thought i had something in mind to share but after much of thinking, i feel like there’s something else that i SHOULD [...]

Third day in work

It is my third day in work but yet I have nothing to do, YET. It’s boring sitting around especially when you don’t have a computer to surf the net. The more I sit here idling, the more I think about my future & wat-on-earth-am-i-doing-here. I realized that I don’t know the things my manager [...]

Part 2: To be happy or not to be happy – Birmingham Cadbury Factory visit

After yesterday night’s incident with the weird guy asking for my number, I & Pao had a good laugh and we chatted all the way until late night. We had to get up at 7am to go to the factory. People have warned us that it might not be all that fun. Definitely not like [...]

to be happy or not to be happy?

It has been more than 96 hours since I step on the English land once more. People asks me if I’m still having jet-lag. I don’t know how to answer. Reason because partly I am, and partly I’m not. I’m sleeping at the regular hours at which people sleeps here but in the day, I’m [...]