Archive for the ‘angry thoughts’ Category

im so fedup with this transition state! half wished that i never made this decision…and half wished that i can just let go of all my things and fly back with just 1 suitcase…or even better- no suitcase!!! so irritating trying to distinguish what is useful and what’s not….of course i want everything, if not, [...]

why is it always like that? why are YOU always like that? why do YOU like to messĀ  with me? why do YOU like to play a fool on me? why do YOU linger around like you are part of me? I have nothing to do with YOU. LEAVE ME ALONE!!! …………………………. ……………………. ……………….. ……………. [...]

why can’t ppl just mind their own business??why are they so KPC that they have to send emails like that??apparently, a few ppl send an email to my team mate after i left work, asking him what projects i am working on and why am i spending an awful loads of hours on interent??1. it’s [...]

i hate it when people think that im leading a very good, happy life here.what do YOU know? it doesn’t mean that im earning pounds and able to travel abit then im happy. what so good about living in a foreign country? to others, u are always and forever a foreigner. even if u have [...]

I was told `stop lying, don’t have to lie anymore’ tears starts rolling. i have never felt worse. i DID NOT, AM NOT, and WILL NOT lie. why should i? what benefits will it bring to me? did i not say that im willing to clarify things and apologise if there’s a misunderstanding? but now, [...]

what is R.E.S.P.E.C.T.? According to this website, respect has to be earned by voluntarily doing things such as taking people’s feelings, needs and thoughts into consideration. do i have any respect from you? do i not have any considerations on your feelings, needs and thoughts? why do i deserve such `respect’ from you? should i [...]

i used to think that it is good to let people know my past, my old-self and sin, so that people may be able to see how God has changed my life. it does affect people in some ways; some said that what is on my testimony is very realistic (because mine is about my [...]

i have just landed on the land where it is on the middle of the earth for about 35 hours. my trip back here was horrendous!! let me start my journey experience by using point form. 1. bad customer service A i arrived at the airport 2.5 hours before the flight-went to the airline office [...]

last week, as i was walking back to my temporary residence (none other than Mei’s place) i saw a sign hanging out of a window a few metres from mei’s. FLATS TO LET. i was so excited that i quickly called the number below those words to enquire. As i was dialing, i was walking [...]