i often look back and feel really embarrassed as to why i ever give in to the devil. he knows my weakness and also knows that i wish to draw near to God more than I ever wanted for the past 2 years. and so he plants thoughts into my mind, based on my weakness; jealousy, envy, pride.
i know very well that the devil likes to tempt those who wishes to draw near to God. how can i not know? we have been studying how Jesus got tempted shortly after he got baptised for the past 3 weeks. you would think that i should know better than anyone else. and how can i forget my personal experience of `going crazy’ just after 4 days of getting baptised?
still, i failed. i was at a very low point 2 days ago. crying and crying. all because i know my weakness and yet i wasn’t able to overcome it. but thank God! after 2 days of silence, i understand very well that, yes it is my weakness, and i have dealt with it years ago, and i should be able to deal with this time too. I should not doubt how God works within my heart because I have tasted His sweetness before. He will never let me down.
sad and proud to say, the devil lost this time. and victory is ours. im really sorry if i offended anyone or make anyone worry in the past 2 days. there’s a lesson to be learned; when you turn to Him, the devil use all his might to drown you – it could be your weakness, or temptations. fret not, stand strong. for our Lord Jesus Christ has won the battle! trust in Him and you’ll win too.
giant relief!
u go girl!
i envy u and yes, i am stalking you.
We all face temptations especially when it comes to our weakness. Continue to trust in Him ya!
was watching this just now.
The Lord himself is thy keeper: the Lord is thy defence upon thy right hand;
so that the sun shall not burn thee by day: neither the moon by night.
The Lord shall preserve thee from all evil: yea, it is even he that shall keep thy soul.
The Lord shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in: from this time forth for evermore.
He shall defend thee under his wings.
Be strong, and he shall comfort thine heart, and put thou thy trust in the Lord.
Nearly shed a tear.