again…exact same symptoms in january i am convinced someone in uk is cursing me….like with a voodoo doll or something jinxed
Archive for May, 2011
i often look back and feel really embarrassed as to why i ever give in to the devil. he knows my weakness and also knows that i wish to draw near to God more than I ever wanted for the past 2 years. and so he plants thoughts into my mind, based on my weakness; [...]
many years ago, i remember a friend telling me ` the reason why u are so pessimistic is because u do not have God’s love in u’ i never truly understood what she meant until i came to uk about 6 years ago. going to church, bible study realised that only God can change me. [...]
im so fedup with this transition state! half wished that i never made this decision…and half wished that i can just let go of all my things and fly back with just 1 suitcase…or even better- no suitcase!!! so irritating trying to distinguish what is useful and what’s not….of course i want everything, if not, [...]
